I don't wanna fight with you
I don't wanna hurt my friend
One day this'll be worth something to you all
I ain't tryna lie to you
I just want this all to end
One day, this'll be worth something...
She wake up every day tryna shake away the grey
The pain of her charade, and that inner shame parade
That she livin' day to day, most women ain't as brave
Or as beautiful - tortured, unusual
Awfully suitable for veneration
Less awkward at funerals than celebrations
In the morning she do a little meditation
Forced pharmaceuticals her medication
Along with that hella brazen bud she blazin'
Helps with the sitch she facin', sticky ain't it
Difficult liquor got her ruminatin'
Every Saturday morning that's a rude awakenin'
She through with takin' shit
From the dudes that don't deserve her
But got a guy that do, only twenty five plus two
And he truly comin' through for her on the regular
Makin' true believers of former competitors - I'm sorry
Pray that she don't break him too
He got a lion's heart so true
Loves her even more than I do
That he's proved
Ain't infatuation boo
Clearly he's in love with you
What the fuck'll you do when things break in two
Escapes his human horrors with a made up movie genre
But try as he might, he can't evade the truest monsters
He'll fight for his life, yeah known to get down and scrap
Cerebrally, see his mind like a knife
Straight tearing through any threat
Any size man'll get cut down, he'll handle it
By the blade dangerously
Treats life like a game blatantly
Bizarro world Streets of Rage, final stage basically
And the timer say maybe three seconds
Till you die in vain
Hides the pain amazingly well
But the shame you can tell it's there
Sort of a nervous air
Thought of as worthless where self is concerned aware...
Socially retarded, openly discarded by the norm
Takes pain and soulfully imparts it with a storm
Of emotion sickness, black lit ballroom's in motion bitches
Now dance to this...
UK rapper and composer Oscar reconnects with his youth on a sleek, diaristic LP influenced by ’90s hip-hop and '00s R&B. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 21, 2024